So this was just something running through my mind. Quite a different perspective I'd think....I didn't think I could even perceive it this way and now I am ._. What I mean by this is your mind is damaged either way but it's better to hurt than feel nothing when something happens...wouldn't you agree? I've learned that the more you experience the less you feel.
They say that every problem you face in life
Allows you to grow stronger
But as my memories surround me
Screaming in fear
I can't help but think how wrong they are
Your body may be able to take the pain
But what about your mind?
It'll lose its sanity after a period of time
Even your heart will halt
Creating a new wall
Where everything feels numb
And no matter what they say or do to you
You can only think over what they've said
While emotionally you are dead
So as you face more and more
You can deal with an increased torture
However, you become incapable of feeling
Each day is the same
Soon enough life becomes pointless
The reaction has been lost
While you become incapable of being truly hurt
Your mind and heart learn not to either
So if you think about it...
If experience destroys your sense of reaction
Wouldn't it make you weaker?
And if it makes you invulnerable
Wouldn't it be wiser to be more inexperienced?
Either way is torture
But I'd rather hurt my mind than my heart
You see....
If I learned from everything
Then nothing would affect me
Even falling to my death...
Wouldn't hurt me.
