Falling To My Death

So this was just something running through my mind. Quite a different perspective I'd think....I didn't think I could even perceive it this way and now I am ._. What I mean by this is your mind is damaged either way but it's better to hurt than feel nothing when something happens...wouldn't you agree? I've learned that the more you experience the less you feel.

They say that every problem you face in life

Allows you to grow stronger

But as my memories surround me

Screaming in fear

I can't help but think how wrong they are

Your body may be able to take the pain

But what about your mind?

It'll lose its sanity after a period of time

Even your heart will halt

Creating a new wall

Where everything feels numb

And no matter what they say or do to you

You can only think over what they've said

While emotionally you are dead

So as you face more and more

You can deal with an increased torture

However, you become incapable of feeling

Each day is the same

Soon enough life becomes pointless

The reaction has been lost

While you become incapable of being truly hurt

Your mind and heart learn not to either

So if you think about it...

If experience destroys your sense of reaction

Wouldn't it make you weaker?

And if it makes you invulnerable

Wouldn't it be wiser to be more inexperienced?

Either way is torture

But I'd rather hurt my mind than my heart

You see....

If I learned from everything

Then nothing would affect me

Even falling to my death...

Wouldn't hurt me.