Random Rambles

Nothing special going in this blog so if you are looking for that I apologize. By special I mean no video blog or game play video this time around. I've just been too busy and game oriented for that in the few hours I've had at night. I've had a lot on my mind lately, nothing serious, just general thoughts about things and what I could possibly do in the future to help others and find my place in this thing called life. I've kind of been wandering aimlessly for the last several months and for the most part I am happy with my life, but still have that lost feeling.

I've also tried doing some posting with an advertisement in my signature over at GameSpot to see if I could help bring people to the site that way but being there just brings up feelings I don't like so I probably won't be doing that anymore. If people want to talk to me they will have to come to this site to do, and either find me on the forums, on WLM or by commenting on my blogs or sending me PM's through here. It just deperesses me being over there and is probably the reason for my current mood right now. Although it could also be because I didn't sleep much last night since I was called into work early today with only 4 hours sleep or so and sometimes I get like this when I'm tired and worn out and I think it's emotionally worn out when it's just physical and I feel better in the morning.

That aside though I would like to thank the few of you that came to this site to still keep contact with me in your lives. It does mean a lot. Mark and Nichole, you have been a part of my life for several years now and although it's distant contact and sporadic at best it does mean a lot to know that you think enough of me to help make this new transition for me easier by being around and supporting me and being the good friends that you are and I consider you to be. I also want to thank Tanya for her regular PM's and being very nice to me on here, you're a very sweet girl, and don't worry, I will still be around here when you get through this stressful and busy time of exams that you are going through. I hope you do well on them and it will be nice when life calms down for you a little and you can be around more.

To the Admins and Mods here you guys/girls (If there are any female ones) are doing a great job from what I've saw in my short time on here and I look forward to helping out here in the future. I'm very excited to see this place grow over time and hopefully fulfill it's full potential. It's hard when things are slow on a site to keep new users interested and they tend to leave for more active places if that instant activity isn't present but even if I'm quiet don't worry I haven't gone anyplace and I will be coming here as often as possible to help support this place. I know I can help on the activity side of things, especially if I catch others on the forums at the same time, but also if any help is needed elsewhere I am here, available and willing to learn if it's something I don't already know or have experience with. Otherwise keep up the great work and I'm looking forward to the future here. :)

With that I wish those of you that read this a good night and I look forward to spending more time with you in the future. Take care, and see you soon hopefully. :)