Why?

Whats happening to me? Am I losing my mind or am I thinking straight for the first time. What is this feeling i feel. Is it real or is it fake once more. Or is it something more. Am i getting breath for the first time and just now living my life? or am i just dreaming another dream. The dream that never ends. Is this the end or just the begining of everything and have i yet to see the wonders of all. Was i seeing, or was I blind before? so i could go down paths i would hate and get hurt from; just to find the right path and be healed? Is this my path? The path a make for life? Will I make it my path or will my path be made for me? either way I know one thing for sure. life is just begining for me.