Leaving Me

I can't believe your leaving me

I'm in pure agony

There's no more air for me to breathe

This is misery

The pain I feel is killing me

My heart was filled with dreams

Now they're crushed, turned to dust

There's not a single ounce of hope in me

It's clear to me

Things will never turn out the way I want them to be

There's no point in saving me

The amount of sorrow I have is astonishing

I can't take much more of this sympathy

You don't understand me

I'm not as strong as you all believe

Here, you wanna see?

Just lift up my sleeve

The burns will be there clear as day

I told you I'm weak

I just want to break

I need to escape

To run from the pain

Life is a maze

I want to cheat

Skip to death

Forget the hard part

I want the easy way out

It'll satisfy me

Listen to me

My mind is what's controlling me

The thoughts I have influence me

My will to die is stronger than anything

My strongest desire is my need to bleed

But that doesn't matter

All that matters is your happy

So leave me

I can stand to suffer one more day.

 

Eh I wrote this a few days ago, my dad left us since my parents are getting a divorce...